Iāve watched the first 6 episodes of this show, imo everything past episode 4 is really vague and hard to understand. Iāve read that I shouldnāt expect to understand it on my first watch but if Iām not enjoying it my first time through Iām not gonna torture myself by rewatching something I dont like a bunch of times to understand it. It also makes me feel dumb for not appreciating something deep like this, especially since itās something that youāre actually supposed to think about while watching it. Credit where credit is due, it is definitely one of the most unique anime I have seen.
I really enjoyed Lain as a work of speculative fiction, especially watching it in 2019 and being able to compare and contrast the portrayal of computerās effects on society with what āactuallyā happened as we moved more and more of our lives onto the internet.
The āactualā story/plot (message?) only really came together after watching a long YouTube video (actually, I read the transcript / script as a blog post so it wasnāt as long for me to get through it). If I had had the patience I think I would have preferred rewatching until I āgotā it, but thereās so much else out there to experience. Maybe some day Iāll sit down and do a āproperā rewatch.
A good part of the initial enjoyment for me was the vibes and letting the different scenes slowly add up onto each other in the back of my mind.
As others have said in this thread already, itās not necessarily the most coherent nor meaningful story as it is conveyed. Being depressed can unironically help it make sense (though I would never ever recommend getting depressed just to better understand Lain or any story really, your mental wellbeing is more important!).
The shots of telephone lines with audio of power line hums and the weird purple/red splotches are probably some of my favorite bits, and theyāre what I immediately think of whenever Lain gets brought up.
Can you link it? If you still remember what/where it wasā¦
Finally managed to track it down! https://skapbadoa.com/2018/02/19/explaining-iwakura-lain/
The only good ressource I found apart from that link is the following 15-year-old website: https://www.cjas.org/~leng/lain.htm
This is it, this is the shit Iām talking about: