• terrrmus@beehaw.orgEnglish
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    6 个月前

    I grew up a Jehovah’s Witness and disabled. I constantly heard how once the “new system” came by disability would be healed. My grandmother would constantly talk about how terrible everything is from all the “worldly people”. My parents divorced when I was a teenager. They quickly shunned my mother and us. Then again after our grandmothers death (who went to the church… religiously), we heard nothing from them. They don’t care about anyone but themselves.

    Anyway, once I started Earth Science in high school and learned how old everything really is, how large space is and how truly small and insignificant we are to the universe. It put it all into perspective and now I’m pretty much an Atheist. I know I don’t truly know what is out there, or who created us. But I know it wasn’t some dude that did it just to set us up to fail. So why should I have any belief in that?

    • Elise@beehaw.orgOP
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      6 个月前

      Sorry about that. Did you see the latest kurzgesagt video about us possibly living in a black hole?

        • Elise@beehaw.orgOP
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          6 个月前

          Also if you haven’t yet, be sure to check out quantum mechanics. Personally I enjoy the Everett interpretation.

      • jarfil@beehaw.org
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        6 个月前

        Funny thing, I’ve been saying for decades that “space expansion” would be effectively undistinguishable from “particle contraction”, so falling into a black hole and getting crushed/compressed by it, would look like… the universe we see, with the singularity being somewhere around the Planck’s length, several orders of magnitude down from where we are (assuming Plank’s length would remain constant).

  • Megaman_EXE@beehaw.org
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    6 个月前

    I am not religious, but I often wonder if my life would be easier if I was. I feel like it offers people a lot of things. It helps with networking, and it can help mentally and emotionally cope with life’s struggles. It can give a person a community.

    I can see a lot of pros to believing in something. Of course, there can be lots of cons as well. But yeah, it’s something I ponder from time to time.

      • Megaman_EXE@beehaw.org
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        6 个月前

        That’s an interesting question. Hmm. I guess from an outside perspective looking in, it seems like religion can bring people peace. Looking up at the stars by either the naked eye or through a telescope does give me a very small feeling.

        Like we’re so insignificant yet extremely unique in our known world. It makes me question how everything could have come to be. Like how could everything just exist. Sometimes, that train of thought gives me exetential dread, but other times, it can give me a peaceful feeling.

        Prior to my earliest memories of existence, I knew literally nothing. There wasn’t anything. So it makes it hard to comprehend how things could have come to be from the very beginning. They were created somehow, whether that was through a greater being or other omnipresent thing. The idea of all these elements and things combining to create everything we know really blows my mind.

        Going back to the peace thing, I’ve read that some religious people find a lot of inner peace through their faith. I can’t say that I’ve experienced that exactly. But I have experienced moments of extreme peace that are very hard to describe. Almost to levels similar to how people describe they feel prior to almost dying. Just absolute pure peace and bliss.

        I’ve only experienced that maybe once or twice in my life. One time was somewhat recent. Maybe a year or so ago, while I was sleeping. It was very profound, and it made me wonder what other feelings or inner thoughts/emotions could be within me that I have yet to experience or feel.

        It’s made me wonder about trying some kind of psychedelic at some point in my life. I’m not in a rush, but if given the opportunity to try it in a safe environment, I might. I’m extremely curious if that could help me get past some mental blocks with issues like anxiety, depression and some fears I have

  • Radiant_sir_radiant@beehaw.org
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    6 个月前

    I’m an atheist, but only mention it when asked. I don’t know what much to tell you about it - as far as religions go, it doesn’t get much simpler than “there’s nothing”.
    As for why, I’m very fond of the scientific method and it’s the only thing that makes sense to me.

    • bunkyprewster@startrek.website
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      6 个月前

      I’m an atheist, but I also pray to a vague “higher power” every morning. My sense is that the prayer helps whether I believe or not.

      • SpeakingColors@beehaw.org
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        6 个月前

        Check out Chaos Magick perhaps. The centerpiece is: what you believe in doesn’t matter, belief itself is the power. It encourages changing your belief structures so it doesn’t become rote dogma. Fun to play with at any rate; pray to Minerva, sink an offering for Cthulhu, get into established religion systems and then switch for another.

      • owl@beehaw.org
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        6 个月前

        Fascinating. I do too, in a way - I find it helps to think about what help I need, in a way that is quite prayer-like (I believe ). For me, it’s a way of reminding myself that I don’t have to fix everything myself, not even in my own life. Sometimes good things happen for no reason.

        • Radiant_sir_radiant@beehaw.org
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          6 个月前

          I do too, in a way - I find it helps to think about what help I need,

          The interesting (to me) thing is that as soon as I’ve read this, my mind said “duck programming”.
          (For the blissfully uninitiated, duck programming is when a software developer explains a problem to a rubber duck. The solution will often present itself during the explanation after having been hiding in plain sight for hours up to this point.)

          Do.you think atheistic prayers work in a similar way?

          The human mind sure is a fascinating thing.

          • owl@beehaw.org
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            6 个月前

            Yes, I believe that’s a part of it. Just the act of formulating “this is a problem that I don’t know how to solve, please help” sometimes starts some kind of problem solving of my own.

            But another thing that “atheistic prayer” does for me is that if/when that thing happens, I’m more likely to notice it. And a problem dissolving by itself, or due to someone helping me, is something I really want to notice.

      • some_guy@lemmy.sdf.org
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        6 个月前

        I start each day by thinking of three things for which I’m grateful. I suspect it has a similar effect.

        It doesn’t have to be anything profound. Examples include: “we had a nice time picking fruit over the weekend,” “the weather isn’t going to be as warm as it was yesterday,” “I had a nice conversation with <friend> the other day.” But big stuff also gets in there when warranted.

  • FIash Mob #5678@beehaw.org
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    6 个月前

    I de-converted (and de-baptized myself) from Christianity when I was nineteen.

    Once I was outside of my parents’ bubble, it was easier to take a look around and realize that God isn’t real, and the only reason I was ever a Christian is that I was born and programmed to be that way. I now see my life as finite which makes me value my time and mental well-being much more than I did before.

      • FIash Mob #5678@beehaw.org
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        6 个月前

        It was a ritual I made up myself. Since you baptize by water, I debaptized by fire.

        I just set up a little tailgate grill, made a small fire, burned my Bible and sprinkled a few drops of my blood onto it. It was a fairly quick thing but very cathartic, as it came on the heels of two years of my brain railing against my programming and I had many, many nightmares about demons and spiritual warfare.

  • all-knight-party@kbin.run
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    6 个月前

    I am agnostic, does that count? I feel like to “say something” about agnosticism would just be to define it. I can say that I started staunchly atheist, and then realized after being a petulant teenager that there was no way I really knew enough to believe in atheism either.

    • Elise@beehaw.orgOP
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      6 个月前

      Afaik there’s also this idea of strong atheist and weak atheist, and strong and weak theists. The weak ones are more on the agnostic side.

    • Elise@beehaw.orgOP
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      6 个月前

      Wow neat. I’m also an ordained minister for the flying spaghetti monster. May his noodly appendages bless you.

  • The Doctor@beehaw.orgEnglish
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    6 个月前

    Before starting something new, I ask myself if this is going to bring me a step closer to my eventual goals.

  • owl@beehaw.org
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    6 个月前

    “There’s just us”. It’s frightening. It’s inspiring. Sometimes it’s comforting.

  • jarfil@beehaw.org
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    6 个月前

    I was raised loosely Catholic, as in know the stuff but don’t go to mass regularly. I learned about other religions on my own, my doubts rose as I saw what a Catholic school looked like, then had a falling out with “God” when a school friend died in a silly way (football to the head, dead the next day). I kept a spiritual side, learning more about different cults, but after learning about the scientific method, I started recognizing the patterns of manipulation and wishful thinking in all belief systems, leading me to scientific anti-theism, or “Atheism”. I’ve considered left-hand Satanism for a while, but I’m not fond of rituals.

    Right now my religion is “None”, with a dash of tolerance for those who don’t understand science but try to, and another dash of fiery wrath for those who attempt to convert me to their beliefs.

  • JackGreenEarth@lemm.eeEnglish
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    6 个月前

    I’m agnostic myself, but I was brought up by Jews, and they have a custom to kiss a scroll in a box on the door every time they enter their house.

    • VerdantSporeSeasoning@lemmy.ca
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      6 个月前

      Oh friend, what a ride you’ve been on. I grew up LCMS, and so lemme just say thanks for not doing that to your kids. I noticed what you said about immigrants trying to assimilate in LCMS as well. Particularly when I would visit family in the Midwest, there was a Chinese buffet that we would always visit, and my anti-immigrant (in general) family would proudly say how he went to their church, that the church wrote on his behalf to help get him citizenship, etc. I saw that less in my own community, but LCMS is not the biggest fish in that pond. Baptist is. I’m sorry you had that experience. Bad theology hurts people, and I’m glad you’re making it out on the other side.