You barely missed the opportunity of being isekaied.

Well, you were not unconciouss. I heard often that a near death experience was more like a DMT trip or smth. Maybe its also fake.

I don’t really care if there’s a higher being, an afterlife, or otherwise.

I’m still scared of the idea of nihilism, but eventually I’ll have to prepare myself and at least do something that makes my existence worthwhile.